God please let Natasha send Angela the presentation. Please god. And let Angela send it to me today. God please let dr Giraudo an the class like my presentation and the video play and everything go well. Please. Lord please let me finish kirners presentation tonight so that I can present it to her tomorrow. Thank you.

Okay Jess!! you got this!!! 11:00am -1:00pm practice and edit presentation. Put it on

I’m shy. So I need u to talk to me. Contact me. Show me u care. This is not a game

I did it!!! I’m a 120 pounds!!! I’m toned and I look amazing!!!!! I got the yellow skirt I wanted to wear for graduation and the perfect top and accessorizes Ron hired us to do his website and the money flow is helping me so much! On top of that, his manager saw me and wanted to represent me!! Im getting commercial offers and will be auditioning and modeling for singlasses brands and sandals !!!!!!!!!!! Cha chingggg!! Thank u god!!!!On top of that, in just two studio sessions with rueben, we’ve gotten 7 songs done and I’m on all of them!!! He’s releasing his Cali song on the radio this week!!! He said right after that he will release the one I’m on… Thank God!!! Also, I got an internship and I’m super excited about it  I finished my presentations, thank God and now all I’m doing is attending classes and studying for hatkoffs final and waiting for graduation and work :) i start my internship in June so I have time for auditions and stuff, plus I can always switch my days and if my career hits off big time, I can leave . God please help me. Thank u for letting me pass my classes and graduate and get into the classes I need for fall and loose weight and have my dream body and for blessing my career!!! Thank u god!!!

Itts like I’m fighting for air. All of this is making it hard to breath

So annoying when you’ve been waiting for that one person to text u all day…And they never do :/

I just had like 6 slices of pizza. What’s wrong with me?!!! Why would I even order it right now?! Or in general?!!!! I’m so upset at myself. I was at 134 lbs this morning. If I kept up, I would have for sure been 130/129 by this weekend. Fml. Fmlllll. Ugh. Ok u know what, I’m going to detox and make tea right now. Then I’m going to study for Hatkoff. Then I’m going to write 6 pages single spaced of my paper. Coptic problems with race. American probs with race. How it /minority / racial structures effects health care and I’m going to do 500000 sit ups then pray and sleep. Thank u god for everything.

Shim shim!!

Love. I want to wear an outfit like this and have a bomb toned body and be comfortable wearing shorts!!